This is the Official Site of “Author of Pain” – the Twitter sensation that sent smiles to everyone’s hearts … and cause a ReTweet phenomenon happen, with just some Love, Words, and a Poem. Watch the development, watch the evolution of a great writer coming to life before your eyes. Read the poems, who knows what else we will make happen here. Thank you for peeking in! It’s an idea in your head, and a PLAN the second you write it down… ~ Mike
It’s the rainy days that makes us cherish the sunshine. What am I trying to say?
Everybody falls sometimes. Just remember that that’s alright. It’s the lows in life that makes us cherish the high. And if it isn’t, I guess I’ll be fine believing a lie. When you’re alone, and you feel afraid, just remember that you’re not the only person that isn’t okay. There’s millions of us just like you and at the end of the day, we’ll all be fine. Maybe that’s a lie as well, I guess we’ll be fine believing this lie.
It feels like my life is one big circle, I’m trying to go forward But I’m on reverse mode, Time is telling me my only remedy is Time. If that’s true why do i kill myself Trying to prove I’m no failure? I do things I’m not proud of, Made promises that i walked out on, And i feel i don’t deserve love. So you can call me what you want Just don’t call me a failure. I know I’ve had some, I’ve felt like one sometimes, Won’t deny that But just don’t call me a failure. My biggest fear in life is knowing that i never tried, But each time i try I just end up feeling like another failure, But i get afraid of not trying at all. If you go through my mental notes, You’ll think I’m just a lost cause, I understand that cause i feel the same way sometimes, But my biggest failure Is knowing that i never tried, So whenever i see an opportunity next, I’ll chase it and try again. And if it goes south, And you call me a failure, Just know that I’ll still be here, Standing on my two feets, Looking for the next one. So you can call me all names, Just don’t call me a failure.
The music industry is getting bleaker by the day… People are now more focused on placing artists against each other in a battle of who creates the best music… And I think that mentality only exist among fans who only listen to music for the sound, beat and rhythm… not being able to connect with the message the music is really passing across.
I believe people who see past sounds and beats wouldn’t have any problem connecting with the artist cuz a real artist work is actually a reflection of the artist himself. It’s like the artist is letting us into his self-conscious… So it’s up to us to learn how to relate to it.
The likes of Nathan Feuerstein(NF) are rare. Not every artist have that constant willingness to open up the feelings confined inside. NF will always be a therapist to many! Real Music till the day we die, that’s the slogan.
A lot of people think that what I’m doing is a gimmick. But the truth is that, everything you read and hear me writing, I’ve been living, it’s all real. Poetry’s always been a mirror for me. All I ever wanted was someone I know I could trust, someone that would keep it real with me, but the only person I got was poetry. That’s when I discovered that maybe I’m the one that has to make it on my own. I had an Epiphany and that was when I realised that I could put all of my hurt into poetry and it will help those that feel the same way as i feel but can’t express themselves. Poetry is like a therapy and a cure to all mind sickness(Depression, anxiety, loneliness….). I had an Epiphany, and I got to understand alot about this life, Even losses can be victories,only if you learn from your mistakes. I’ve always been filled with pains, but now I’m making some rooms, looking for change and I do that by staying Real. Whoever told you that life would be easy, I promise that person was lying to you. Even though it’s not going to be an easy journey, we all have to stay strong and rise like a phoenix each time we fall. When life throws traumas and dirt at you, you must let life know that you were made from it and you won’t give up no matter how much it throws at you.