This is the Official Site of “Author of Pain” – the Twitter sensation that sent smiles to everyone’s hearts … and cause a ReTweet phenomenon happen, with just some Love, Words, and a Poem. Watch the development, watch the evolution of a great writer coming to life before your eyes. Read the poems, who knows what else we will make happen here. Thank you for peeking in! It’s an idea in your head, and a PLAN the second you write it down… ~ Mike
If you need someone to talk to or you need advice, then talk to God cause he’s the only one that listens even when you think he isn’t.
Dear life, I have always quetched about me being strong, I would always ignore your despairs and count my blessings, I had said to myself, Life is tough but I am tougher, Now I don’t know who is tougher. I have never hated you like I do right now, Cause all you ever do is make me cry. Whenever I pass by, People always say; “there goes the one who lost his virginity at birth, For life had started fucking him up at birth” Dear life I know you don’t want me around anymore, You might have won again, But this is not the end. You may see my cry, But you won’t see me fall, You can throw all you got at me, But you’ll never see me fall. Even though you keep on winning, You’ll never see me fall.
Dear God, Hi it’s me. I know I’ve been far from you my whole life, I’ve never needed you like I do right now, For my whole life is crushing down and, The heart beat in my chest feels weak, But I don’t wanna die yet, I just wanna find my peace. Cause all that surrounds me are traumas, Life won again.
I am responsible for this setback in my life I walked the dictate of pessimism and wore a crown of unfaithfulness The blessings of heaven on earth graced my life many a way Yet I made a gate for hell to decide the steps I take
Turkson the Poet: Many a year ago I thought my life will be a child and not for the old Seeing the world as glitters of gold Neglecting how a second flick of time can turn my life cold I was young and naïve, curious and wrong I made certain turns that buried my essence for long
AJ Oti: Now I am lost in my thoughts Scrambling around trying to find myself Darkness is all I am now All I see All I feel Darkness is all I am now Maybe I’ll stumble upon the years time had buried before Maybe I will find that child I used to be again; Sitting amidst this plaque Waiting for a light maybe Waiting for hope Turkson the Poet: I never knew the real me So I danced the rhythms of corruptible friends in glee Not realizing the cost it came with Listen, my life was full of fragments and endless flaws I followed unnecessary socialization laws And my life became heaven and hell A light dark mystery I couldn’t tell I sailed with the shallow minded Yet I craved to be a great person Hypocrisy at its best; I’m grounded With the fellow I became; a sin
AJ Oti: This sin floats It sways endlessly in an ocean of regrets Constantly pulling back and forth Across the things that’d will me Even though I’m numb to pain now I longed to be lost with the waves To be found at the bottom of this ocean Away from everything that makes drollery of my existence
Turkson the Poet: I wanted to be found among the oceans Make everything that defines me come to light But then I remembered that I joked with my time And I thought it was just fine Because I never had a society’s hand That could lead the way and give a first line head band My life drained and swallowed the desert sands All that is left of me is a fear of everything I failed to understand This choice This lifestyle This demon I harbor in me has killed the essence of my living Oh Gush! I messed up
AJ Oti: Many a year ago I’d hoped I could be reborn To see the world for what it is To see that it really can’t be gold I’d held on to these lies for too long That they left bruises in my palms But never again I shan’t be trapped in this puddle of insecurities I shan’t be lost in this river of fears I shan’t fade into this same darkness that had me captive for this long Never again I refused to be tamed by my demons again
Turkson the Poet: Demons of the old and new Choices I already knew And won’t fall back on them again So friends I have been here before And hoping not to make the same fall Which left me in this sluggish state Was it actually laced in my fate To encounter strange junctions For which my strength functions Not to make the right turns Tell me which road ends Or leads to the right course I simply don’t want to make a loss In this decision I am opting for
AJ Oti: Crossroads or not I’m the choices I make Crooked or straight I’m the path I take I choose to watch the waves Caress the sand and not take me with them I choose to find myself floating Somewhere in this darkness Like the star I’ve become Crossroads or not I am the choices I make.
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